being lonely is like tat de loh!!!

terrible title i can say...y i wan 2 write tis title is bcoz 2nite i cant even found a person 2 go dinner wif me loh! so i decide nt 2 eat liao...poor maxxy..T.T..n i started 2 think of some1 tat is goin 2 fly soon...stupid!!! nt a chance 2 chase at all...i should nt allow myself even juz thinking of her...bt sometimes hard 2 control de mah...sad again liao...haizz...4 example, i totally ignore my ex without saying hi since months ago after we broke up...however, i wil still miz her n thinking of our past...it hurts...awh...my heart wil nv recovered i guess...n i owez tel myself tat if someday she really came back 2 me...i wont accept her anymore...bt if tis truely happens...wat m i goin 2 do leh? who knows? rite? wat wil u do if u r me? O.o? wat i m so sure is every time when i saw her boy i feel like wanted 2 slice him in2 pieses...haha! watever dont k oso lar...juz hope i wil met some1 oso at the end...[-_-''']...or mayb i wil chase the gal tat is goin 2 fly soon after she finished study...if she still available...wat if nt leh? sad again loh...n i m getting older loh! hw long i can wait o...haizz...since nw i m single...so most of my time is missing some1 loh...of coz...cold...then play game lar...n sleep much more than usual ppl...sleeping beuaty guees u all ever heard bt sleeping charming u ever heard o nt...tats me...haha! n the part i enjoy the most of coz is writing song...haha...i like music n not gonna giv up no matter wat...hahaha! til the day i hav my own album released...hehehe! dont scold me if i dream 2 far...coz i m serious de loh...XP...ok lar...up 2 here 2nite...i shall b back again...[^_^]v...n nw i can go dinner liao...luckily stil got a fren at las...bye..nite2!!