should i giv up on "u" ???

if u r reading tis...means tat my line is still so far so gud 4 nw at the moment...n i donno it wil stil able 2 maintain it o nt...tis "c" broadband really troubles me tis 2 months...i tot it is the fastest...the advertisment do said so...bt it was like hell recently...a bloody 1...if u r a christian plz do pray 4 the line so tat i can keep connecting wif u all n u should oso praise the lord 2 c tis passage...haha...hopefully i wont pay 4 nothing bt shit...n i really nt sure u wil stil c me online o nt the next second...i m glad tat i able 2 write tis up 2 here...c u all again (feel hopeless)...:(

wat ppls wil do in the traffic jam???

i spend much time 4 driving everyday...its part of my work actually...n owez get stuck in the traffic...bt do u ever wonder wat r thr doin during tis period of time? haha! i ever saw ppl digging their nose(mostly guys)...reading newspaper...listening 2 the radio n sing along (i m 1 of these)...looking around...talking wif frens if they r nt alone...talking wif their fon...some of them even started 2 hav day dream...zzZ...n then 2day...i even saw a gal taking selfpotrait n she did it 4 times...haha! bt hopes she dont look so sory coz i did get a chace 2 hav a clear view on her...XP...haha!

i m speechless again...so shut up!!!

my life isnt seems like a roller-coaster kind of worst...bt it owez dont work on my way n then surprised me...kind of difficult 2 predict...watz wrong...? y i owez hav 2 duel wif unexpected situation...hw long i can keep on standing like tat? i m in a real life...nt in a drama...bt y i stil get so many dramatical incidents? she1 lovs pig...she2 is getting married...she3 likes gary chao de ???...she4 likes old cow...wat is goin on? if things go on like tat even u can get she5...6...7...8...oso wil comes out wif nothing...watz wrong wif me? wrong-ong-ong wif me? i stil believing lov...i muz hav a problemmm! wat should i count on? my tiny little music-man dream til my las breath n tatz all? come on...tis is gonna b sick without a true lov in ur life...bt wat can i say...if tis is wat gonna come true...GOD! i beg u...plz dont do tis 2 me...k? Oo?

i wil nv hav u...bt i wil juz dare 2 lov...

i feel hopeless frm wat i saw...i was jealous n speechless...wat else i can say...since they r more than juz fine...they really a sweet pair of couple...so...it is really the time 4 me 2 wake...if i m stil wishing tat someday...i m stil gonna hold her hands...tat wish isnt reallistic at all since i saw the fact! i think the bes answer 4 a mission impossible is 2 let go ur wish since it wil nt come true anymore...its more like a burden if u stil carrying it everyday...making urself suffering 4 nothing...so frm nw on...i should stop thinking of her...make a new start all over again frm the beginning...bt of coz we will owez b bes fren...haha! there r 2 many things in our life tat isnt work on our ways...bt we shouldnt giv up juz like tat...when u meet up wif dead end...u can turn around n find some other ways...n i m sure there r owez a way out! so...every1 dont b afraid of searching 4 true lov...coz tats nt ashamed...owez try ur bes!!!

is gud 2 dream big!!!

halo again every1!! 2day i would like 2 talk abt our dream in our life...n the reason y is...2 me...dreamin makes ur life happier n pull out urself a bit frm the real world...which is far2 2 materialistic nowadays! its kind of power tat can makes ur footsteps further frm day 2 day. especially myself is really a big dreamer...tat i stil dream 2 b wat i wish 2 b...nv giv up even though tat seems like 2 far frm me...bt no matter hw i wil keep on goin n trying...at least u wil live without regrets...coz u ever tried...any1 which if u r reading tis...pls think again...wat is ur dream...i understand 2day's life is a bit busy n sometimes even get out of control...bt...remember 2 leave a little space 4 ur dream no matter it is big o a small 1...trust me, tat wil made a difference 4 ur life...n u wil found the meaning 2 live!

she lovs pig!!! y!!!!!!!!

well...well...well...i m back again...haha! 2day, i would like 2 talk abt a gal...so attractive...so beautiful n wonderful...watever...haha! anyway...recently i found tat she bcame more 'wonderfool' n blind...wat was wrong i nt sure...bt tat irritates me...

hav u ever imagine when u feeding a pig...a big 1 n digusting...feels like hell...isn't?! bt...bt...tis is wat she did when they were having muvi...n she enjoy it so much...wat the hack...i can tel u...i really dont like it...tats a reality version of 'beauty n the beast' n the stupid beast(pig) nv bcoming prince charming...wat a shame!!!

actually...i do wish tat she is doing tis on me in the cinema...bt honestly i dont really wan 2 b pig lar...eventhough if she likes pig a lot...coz by tat time i nt gonna like myself anymore...so juz 4get abt it...haha! n tat ends my sharing 4 2day...thkz...a big hand plz if u like it...there wil b much more coming soon...^(-@-)^

tittleless!!!!

donno wan 2 share wat...i quick liao...my situatian nw is same like the song i wrote...WAT A SHAME!!! i m really a stupid guy!!!

i wil owez keep u in my heart

tis is my 1st english song...i wrote tis 4 u n u wil know the person i mean is u if luckily u read tis...the keyword is 'gengster'...guez tat isnt hard 4 u...rite?! haha! here we go then...

when the first time i see you
there's a feeling hard 2 mean

i looking at your face
cant turn my eyes away from you ~ wu

everyday and night
is only you stay in my mind

i wish to hold your hands
if god can make my dream come true~

i had fall in love with you
how should i tell you that i love you
i might not be who you dream of
but it doesn't matter

i will always keep you in my heart
even i don't stand a chance
my love to you still like a river flows

i will always keep you in my heart
even you gone far away
i will never ever forget the smile
on your face

hello world...! i m back again...

is been quite sometime i didnt show up on my blog...really nt in a mood actually...n nw still...bt no matter how worst is it...i got no choice other then accept the fact...live is tough...n only the strong 1 deserve 2 c 2moro's sunrise...anyway...in the coming days...i think i m not goin 2 spend much time ion my blog...coz i really donno wat 2 say anymore...i wil juz b around once n a while...morover...wat i wrote here is juz a waste of time...wat is the purpose i wrote all tis? i hav no idea...juz in case any1 visit my blog...wat i wan 2 say 2 all of u is never ever let ur life makes u down...stand stil n keep on fighting...until we meet again...bye then...=)

back 2 kk...my sweet home...at las...

tis few days at kl is really fun actually...n super tired...visit so many places n spended lots of money...haha! however, the best part is of coz leehom's concert...nice! he is great...a muz go concert...u wil regret if u miz it...haha! bt i think 2day...up 2 here 1st...more details on my trip 2 kl coming up nex...hope i can post it within tis week...haha! gudnite every1...(^-^)v...

Wat a day!

is another day without purpose...wat a shame! y cant my life b colorful a bit? O.o? i really donno wat 2 say...i m out of idea...feels like i m shrek...juz me n my swampy area...imagine hw terrible having such life...i dont like it...no donkey...no princess fiona...nothing! wish i could hav better day by 2moro...orite tat's it 4 2day...bed time!

everything was rite untill she shows up...

juz nw when 2 watch muvi...bt i met wif my ex n her bf lor...really so unfotunate o...wat the...i really dont like tat guy...he looks like hell 2 me...bt i pretend i saw nothing lar...even i really wan 2 become hulk liao...juz feeling really nt nice when c them 2gether...so sickening...shit!!! i still wan 2 kil tat guy eventhough i oredy giv up on her...die!!! u fish!!! however, i promised myself tat i wil find a better gal than her 2 b my gf...i got a target nw bt still a long way 2 go...nt easy...so i muz work harder...haha!!! orite, tatz all 4 2nite...=)

eat yogurberry

2day went 2 eat tis yogurberry...my double fruits snow yogurt wif 3 toppings lagi...tasty o...if i can eat 2gether wif her...T.T...nex time lar...hopefully

after finished then bcome tis liao lor...haha!

wat can i say o...

lastime...tot she went 2 kl n nt goin 2 come back so soon bt yesterday i msg her then she said she at kk liao o...really wat can i say...haizz...so i m thinking 2 chase her tis time...nt goin 2 giv up...never!!! haha! n i got find her oso lar 2day...bt nw i got 1 problem is really nt easy 2 ask her out lor...T.T...she dont like go muvi wif me o...i said i wil cry if she dont come out bt she said she wan 2 cry oso if i keep asking her 4 muvi lor...u say hw loh if like tat...haizz...nw wat i know is she is nt goin back 2 kl so soon lar...donno oso lar...coz she said de mah...i owez got so many question marks de loh when communicate wif her...donno she serious o nt de n i dont dare 2 ask 2 much oso...maolit! is omos 2mths n 8days i didnt c her liao loh...lastime was 1/1/09...n after tat ask her muvi she put my aeroplane lagi...sad...T.T...bt nw c hw lar...muz ask her out...really wan 2 c her lar...>.<...hmp...bt wish me gud luck lar then...[^.^]v...

kasumi...sexy!!!

tis is another of my collection...haha! not bad oso leh...hehehe! so 2day no boring n stupid topics...juz got sexy pic of my kasumi...hope u guys like it...=) Bye2!!!

lov gone in a flight...

so, the story continues...n she gone at las...of coz...wat m i talking...idiot!!! i feel like i more like a dead man walking now...lost something important tat i aimed 2 goal 4...hav 2 giv up on something even though i m not willing 2 do so...bt no choice lar...haizz...no chance 4 me 2 made a choice actually...haha! no chance 2 chase her liao lor...so juz consider as she is not available lar...lying 2 myself o...wat the...haha! everyday talk about tis got a bit boring liao...but 2 bad ppl live 4 is all about lov...there4, keep on looking lor...until the nex target shows up...y m i so desperate agaist lov? no idea...cant even understand...hope every1 think the same thing like i do...o else i m really sick liao if i m the only 1 who got such thing inside my brain...wah...sleepy o...donno wat m i writing now...better stop here 2day n guess i m not goin 2 come back so soon...unless i hav some gud news 2 share wif...coz my daily life wil remain the same n dont hav much thing 2 write 4 starting now...gud nite...ladies n gentlemen...tis is the end of my another story...c ya!!!

bought something yesterday...

this is wat i bought...haha! cool o nt? is street fighter character...ryu...every1 muz know who he is, rite? O.o? round 1 fight!!!

being lonely is like tat de loh!!!

terrible title i can say...y i wan 2 write tis title is bcoz 2nite i cant even found a person 2 go dinner wif me loh! so i decide nt 2 eat liao...poor maxxy..T.T..n i started 2 think of some1 tat is goin 2 fly soon...stupid!!! nt a chance 2 chase at all...i should nt allow myself even juz thinking of her...bt sometimes hard 2 control de mah...sad again liao...haizz...4 example, i totally ignore my ex without saying hi since months ago after we broke up...however, i wil still miz her n thinking of our past...it hurts...awh...my heart wil nv recovered i guess...n i owez tel myself tat if someday she really came back 2 me...i wont accept her anymore...bt if tis truely happens...wat m i goin 2 do leh? who knows? rite? wat wil u do if u r me? O.o? wat i m so sure is every time when i saw her boy i feel like wanted 2 slice him in2 pieses...haha! watever dont k oso lar...juz hope i wil met some1 oso at the end...[-_-''']...or mayb i wil chase the gal tat is goin 2 fly soon after she finished study...if she still available...wat if nt leh? sad again loh...n i m getting older loh! hw long i can wait o...haizz...since nw i m single...so most of my time is missing some1 loh...of coz...cold...then play game lar...n sleep much more than usual ppl...sleeping beuaty guees u all ever heard bt sleeping charming u ever heard o nt...tats me...haha! n the part i enjoy the most of coz is writing song...haha...i like music n not gonna giv up no matter wat...hahaha! til the day i hav my own album released...hehehe! dont scold me if i dream 2 far...coz i m serious de loh...XP...ok lar...up 2 here 2nite...i shall b back again...[^_^]v...n nw i can go dinner liao...luckily stil got a fren at las...bye..nite2!!

where 2 find love!!!!

really nt sure being single means freedom o lonely...i m nt pro in love issue...wat a shame!!! somebody help me plz...T.T...i need some good advice o...haizz...bad mood...i m totally an idiot...is tat so hard 2 chase the person u lov? i dont get it o...wanna sleep lar...o else i m goin 2 be crazy liao...good nite every1...

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